everything just went down down down down
been trying to keep a positive attitude
but sometimes you just cant help but burst
schools fine so far, doing things my pace, my way
cos its better that way keeee
whats the point? theres no point, no reason.. just because!~!
not asking whats the point, not thinking whats the point
when you think simply, when everything seems simple, you don’t know how to react, how to feel, what to do. So lost.
Maybe when I wake up tomorrow, its 8th june.
Today, I went to visit Uncle in the morning. He was finally discharged from the hospital and got admitted to a new home. He stayed in the hospital for months and finally can get discharged, i thought it was a realllll good thing. But when I went there, the place got a slight smell of peee and everyone in that room has some dementia medical problem. It was somewhat a sad scene. Some of them are not old even. Our normal Uncle was at the room alone, stoning like always. We brought him out to watch TV and he seems much happy. D: no more watching of tv in his room and going down for wanton noodles.
what if im old and weak and helpless and have nothing to look forward to.
Hello
